I miss

I miss secondary school, I miss being the silly me, I miss those days when I get to play basketball with Felicia and friends everyday, I miss doing Mathematics and getting cola gummies from Mdm Lim, I miss giving the teachers the blue attendance book to sign, I miss going to Yuan Chan's house and snack on those goodies, I miss taking photos with Yanjun, I miss Sport's Day when I ran the long distances in constant speed, I miss the art room, I miss staying up late to do projects with project groups, I miss trying to dig out the last bit of my paint to finish up my painting, I miss the little gifts from Mr Ho, I miss staying late getting locked on the 4th floor after art classes, I miss talking to the auntie who helps us lock every door in the school, I miss giving announcements in class, I miss my school uniform, I miss P.E. lessons, I miss talking to Mdm Wong until late at night in the English staff room, I miss going on exchange programs, I miss going to the Art museum with friends and not alone, I miss playing catching and climbing on monkey bars, I miss playing "vampire vampire vampire chest", "baby baby baby chest", I miss receiving sms from Sifra and Jiaxin and answering their queries, I miss tying those knots and shouting "2, 6, pull!", I miss wearing track pants, I miss those classrooms with fan, I miss bickering with Syidin and scolding Sri, I miss playing the recorder to the song "doe, a deer...", I miss having my father singing me to sleep, I miss enjoying those tickles from my mother, I miss sketching, I miss dozing off in Art room, I miss trying to stay longer in Art room before going for other classes, I miss being last to leave the class, I miss the joy of reading God's word every morning, I miss being carefree and young, I miss being able to express myself and not fearing what others think of me, I miss the hardworking me.

To miss is to discover or feel the absence of (something)

To miss is also to fail to obtain

I am feeling both ways. I fail to obtain those things I now discover the absence of.

what in the world?