DOCTOR DOCTOR!

It was the first time I went to the doctor myself. Queuing, taking my queue number, sitting on the chair staring at some empty seats, staring at the screen, waiting for my number to appear, answering the doctor's question, paying for my medicines.. Wish someone was there to accompany me. Will it be the same next time? I'm growing older, there are things which I cannot keep on depending on my parents any longer. That was a thought for the night.

Anyway, I dreamt of something awkward again... I kept dreaming of getting boyfriends, and some are those people I know... -.- How can?? BRrr..the thought of it gives me shivers..

Cure my thoughts!

flu, flu, go away`~

Star light star bright,

First star I see tonight.
Wish I may, wish I might,

Wish my flu would go away tonight.

This flu virus made my day moody. That's all I can say...

oh yes.

And I used 5 packets of tissues in school, more at home. ai-gooo...

Renewed Commitment

Yesterday, I renew my commitment before God.

I am going to go into a corporate prayer with Acts Baptist Church. 6am every morning, 10pm every night (if possible), and also to spent solitude time with God, reading His word after morning prayer. I have to get this rooted once and for all. ONCE AND FOR ALL!! ;D

No more running away from prayers or straying away into worldly pleasures. Which means I need to sleep now.

Please keep me in prayers.

Hi-bye friends

You saw them... You walked towards them... You said, "Hi". They answered, "Hi". You walked pass them. You said, "Bye". They answered, "Bye".

Another day you see them again... You walked towards them... You said, "Hi". They answered, "Hi". You walked pass them again. You said. "Bye". They answered, "Bye". And then you mumbled to yourself. They said, "Huh?" You said , "Nothing" and quickly walked away.

When is this going to end? Is there anything else other than hi's and bye's? I can't think of any other things to talk about. Lousy me in sustaining face-to-face conversations.

Naughty Jie Jie!

My sister slided this into my hands... So cute. What had caused this? I slipped a piece of paper into her shirt when she came towards me. haha! - playful.

I love my family

My mother called me 笨笨 in front of my grandparents. Four years of npcc life and what I got out of it? I was special head, of what? There was so little npcc stuff I took part in, mostly educational rather than action. (If you understand what that means) Everyone who knew I was once there would say "You NPCC right? Should know this.. should know that.." Should? My grandparents laugh and echoed the words. I can't help but teared because the thought of it was silly, and I did admit whatever my mother had said. Well, I always did ask myself, does my NPCC life ends here? Do I wait for the 3 years to expire? Am I going to run away, or maybe, just maybe someday, I'll be back and the cadets would find me a stranger there. My ah gong comforted me and said, “好啦好啦，不笨不笨。”

My mother also named me mountain tortise. She's very good with words. Sometimes hurtful but I took them as a joke. Mountain tortise because I have not been to Henderson Waves before and she's taking me there today. Corrections, she had already taken me there. Anyway, I'm really glad today because my brother was present with us again after his two weeks of army at HTA. Sometimes I just wonder how lonely I would be if I didn't have a brother. Ah well, stop being a sad Chelsea. Smile, put a smile on your face, maybe it's easier to talk to people. hah..

Some pictures at Henderson Wave~

A Series Of Events

Today, I was a wonderer; I was an indecisive person; I was a dumb person sleeping in FC6, occupying a table of four; I was an award achiever; and I was a babysitter.

These are the series of events that can happened to one who finishes her MST, comes to school to do one thing, and nothing else. Should I be sighing?

I WAS a WONDERER.

Apparently, I came to school with two objectives - GEMS class and to submit Student Dialogue Survey Form. GEMS class was only filled with three students. I won't say we went there for nothing because we had the priviledge to see the marks allocation for our CA1 project. HEE. A wonderer because I wondered around school first to CI Lab, then to Hilltop, to Main Library and back to SB to submit the survey.

I WAS a INDECISIVE PERSON.

Basically, I couldn't decide where to go. Suddenly there was nothing much for me to worry about today. I started planning my day as I slowly doze off. I thought of going back to the coffee shop near my secondary school to have carrot cake/ fried kway tiao. It didn't dawn on me that the stall might not be there anymore.

And now, a DUMB PERSON SLEEPING in FC6, occupying a table of four.

I looked like a lone-ranger laying there pathetically, waiting for time to past. When I woke, I saw familiar faces. Am I dreaming? No, I wasn't. Jeremy, Jake and their friends were there. I stood up, went for the only store I could thought of - WANTON NOODLE. I didn't dare to face them as I ate cos I was the sleeping person who occupied a table meant for eating. So embarrassed. Haha..

I WAS an AWARD ACHIEVER.

After the day when I knew my art piece was recognized, I made my journey down to YISS today to get my award. Amazingly, I didn't just won an ipod shuffle. I won FOUR IPOD SHUFFLES! (*echoing: shuffles..shuffles..shuffles..) I also got Art Friend vouchers of $160 in total. yahoo!Take a look at that!

I WAS a BABYSITTER.

After claiming my award, I went up to visit Mrs Zaki and Ah Ho. (He's still calling me char siew). Mdm Maslina's adorable little 4 year old girl was there - Sumayyah. I ended up taking care of her as she did her tracing of alphabets, sangs a few nursery rhymes to me and plays her "Land Before Time" computer game.

Anyway, my day ended with a haircut and a walk around Westmall before heading home.

Our Retail Communication window display on remote control cars. The total expenditure was $203.50. Fortunately, money comes from the school. Can't wait for two months to get my money back. ;D

RC: Window Display

fighting!

Thank God.! I was able to finish studying for Quantitative Analysis yesterday and this morning. Today's questions were rather tricky. The last question asked to use the corner point method to solve, BUT, there isn't any feasible solution region to solve in the first place. phew! I wasn't tricked. One more question which I might get it wrong - the calculation of the expected value. Kristen said we're suppose to take the lower value since we are dealing with time. trickkky... Anyway, those not studying this module would not understand what I am blabbering about.

My quest to finish the last episode Personal Preference was met, though one part of the last episode was missing from Youtube. Anyway, I noticed the power of Facebook - once you post something, the next thing you know, people are talking about it.

Here I am, setting another goal for me to achieve today:

1. Read God's word right after lunch
2. Start on FMA revision
3. Have appropriate snack time only
4. Continue with revision
5. Do FMA turorials again
6. Do FMA practice paper
7. That leaves me thinking whether I have time to complete my revision for Calculus.

Oh, why can't they just put Calculus on Thursday.
FIGHTING CHELSEA FIGHTING!~

Humiliation - laugh it off`~

Having to walk one leg bare footed from Chua Chu Kang LRT to Dover, having people staring at my foot, was embarrasing enough. Not to the extent of tapping my admin card on the ez-link reader, running headforth, and banging my body against the shutting gantry. Not to the extent of having someone I know telling me, "Err.. That's your admin card." How much more humiliation can I get?

Today was bad hair day, bad slipper day, bad memory day and what a day to tap the wrong card`~ Anyway, it was a good time to laugh it off.

Marketing Reasearch paper wasn't that tough, if I had memorized those few areas I knew I should. Well, still managable. Tomorrow is Quantitative Analysis paper. Have not yet studied a bit, but will be aiming to finish the last episode of Personal Preference before I continue mugging. hah.