生活忙忙碌碌，HAPPY 就好！

THE Greatest Gift in all my life is loving YOU.

2011-12-21T23:59:00.000-08:00

21st December 2011, 9.29pm. I'm on the train heading towards Jurong East. I want to hear from God so badly. Specifically through people. And God knows this best. I love it when people come up to me and encourage me with words from God. I felt as if angels from God touched my heart and led me to tears of joy, leading me to realize time and time again that God is the only one I need. As I looked back, flashes of pictures appeared in my mind today. God did spoke to me. He said remain in me. The world dislikes Jesus, therefore I will face similar people who dislike His word (John 17). Listen to those who are in need, live to serve and not to be served. Be grounded in His word. Love your Daddy as yourself, one fearfully and wonderfully made.

9.41pm, I travelled towards Chua Chu Kang, I see faces of many who do not know the gift of God. All seeking the worldly pleasures - to please themselves or others. A lady reading the newspapers looking exhausted from a day's work; and faces of uncertainties. Walking down the stairs to the LRT, I see others wearing to impress. I thank God for reminding me that "For them I sanctify myself, that they too may be truely sanctified." - John 17:19

How can I sanctify myself? That was the burden I had. Being a person of low self esteem, somewhat near the other end of the scale of loving myself, God has set apart my life. He has fearfully (carefully, respectfully, reverantly) and wonderfully made me. I too have to love the people around me whom God created. I remembered my Daddy whom I find it hard to love; and this girl who likes to poke fun at my short comings. I remembered to show them acts of love - all the more doing them acts of service. It was such a timely message, tying in together the previous two training lessons. God is WOW!

BUT tracing back to the question on how to sanctify myself and to love these people who are hard to love, I now have to first make right my relationship with God. LOGOS HOPE is one of the place I could get my devotional materials from. Amazing. Where else should I start searching from? God led me to browse through the books and provided Jacqueline to do some referral. Should I get Christian books for Christmas gifts? What can be better than these? WOAO! Crazy! When did I ever start to think about all these during a season like this? Shouldn't it be all fun and a time of enjoyment?

10.08pm. I'm reaching home soon and I'm thinking about the personal letter that Hwee Chin wrote to me. I thank God once again for sending her to tell me of my shortcomings and had me pondering/ evaluating and smiling because I know God is telling me "Don't be late! God has a better plan for you dear Chelsea."

On my birthday, God loves me the same yesterday, today and forever. He never changes! God is ever present! Thank God for He is Emmanuel. He never short changes me. He is my everything, He is my all - both great and small.

God thought me so many things these past 5 days.. I'm home safely with a compelling vision to spend time in solitude with God and meditating on God's word on the MRT; pray after devotion; and apply God's word. I'm going to get a devotional material for sister and me! :)

Mummy comes out from her room, walks into the kitchen and then towards me to give me something. Yes! It wasn't a cake! It was a mango pudding for me! Amazing Father God who knows my thoughts and heard my soft request even before I thought of it.

Yes! My greatest birthday gift ever is hearing from God Himself.

WHY???

2011-02-06T23:03:00.000-08:00

Save me!!! Dear God, save me from this tortourous world... I do not know what I'm studying and I need help. What is my purpose in this course? Why do I not meet datelines? WHY WHY WHY??? I can't do it on my own you know... T~T

to try/accomplish

2010-10-10T01:19:00.000-07:00

I suddenly thought of a few things I wana try/accomplish:

1) roller blading

2) understand and be better at basketball (I realised my dribbling sux.)

3) have more fun in poly - cling on to some teachers

4) get gold for cca

5) try ice skating once

6) go to minds cafe with friends - have a freaking whole lot of fun and laughter

7) understand my body through modern dance (enjoy dancing)

8) get myself into more camps/ help out in SP overseas camp

Not thinking now.. Should have more in my list.. Soon..

one and two.

2010-10-08T23:34:00.000-07:00

One thing that made me frustrated but two things made me happy.

ONE.

Zhinzha.. Seriously.. This guy is really getting on my nerves. He does need to check himself. I shall not judge him, however the fact that he keeps asking me to cheat the survey really drives me to a point where I am speechless. Doesn't he see that I am going to be responsible for what I am committed to do? This does not mean not being flexible, however, this survey needs to be done in THAT WAY. ALAMAK. nevermind..

TWO.

Two Aunties I surveyed gave me packet drinks and 1 offered me a mini business opportunity. I still remembered, they were Green Tea and Lemon Barley drink. Also, the last house I surveyed had this gentleman in his 20's giving me complete answers for the survey. Seriiiously, his handwriting is the neatess among all the surveyees and he really does it willingly. That made my day. That made me so glad.

12 completed for the residents and 31 for shoppers.

82 to go for residents and 10 for shoppers.

Chelsea zhinzha zhinzha fighting`~!

when there's the moon so high in the sky, I wish I could fly~

2010-09-25T02:29:00.000-07:00

You have to read from bottom upwards...!

Having a whole lot of fun.

And that's me and my dramatic sis!

Lovely sister. Lovely art.

My brother came by just in time to see her up the stage. He shared the joy. I had to exchange that entrance ticket for our mooncakes.! yum. Anyway, mei mei went to do some colouring and pencil rubbing, and those are the tiger ears still on the tip of her head.

You will be judged on your creativity and the amount of recycled materials used. You can dress your family member as something that has to do with the mooncake festival. You have 10 minutes.. Oh no! Did we sign up for the wrong competition? What is this? Nobody told me I have to dress her up in 10 minutes?! Should I dress her as a rabbit? A tiger?? Ha-ha.. It was rather fun. Thanks to her friends who helped her such that she managed to get the top 3! She is cat-girl alright! reooow`~ I made the ears and her claws, while Samuel made her long stripped tail, and his Mum did her dressing. Gabriella helped with the taping. And oh! How glad I was that this year was the year of the tiger. It all fit in.. ..

then I listened on for the criteria for judging..

About 6-7 hours ago was really a fantastic day in my mei mei's school. We helped her join a Fancy Dress Competition not even knowing the rules. Thinking that it was some "dress up, cat walk and win!", we quickly settled her name in the form. I tasted the tea, met my sister's friends and thought the day was just going to past by. It was time for the competition. Should I get Lorraine to change to her dress? Is there time to change? Then the emcee started announcing the rules. Each contestants will be given a box of recycled materials to dress up a representative of your family. Please check that you have...

What? Say what?

2010-09-10T18:56:00.000-07:00

Thank God, I'm still walking close with Him, reading His word. Two more papers to go and I chose to slack today after the routi-ny days of waking up at 5am, dozing off for another hour or two, studying from dawn to night, and in between breaks to lunch, dinner and the toilet. It's quite a chore because meal time comes by so quickly. It's not like secondary school where I can sit in the canteen for hours, maximising my time and having friends there to do homework with or ask questions. Now, it's all about self survival. Remind yourself or you are done for. Get your own practice papers from online. Find the lecturers, cause they won't come bugging you to check your progress individually. And... there is no P.E. in poly! I want to go jogging, I want to run 2.4km like I did. My stamina has gone down the drain. No one to play basketball in SP.. It's no longer like secondary school where I play basketball almost everyday after school. Staying back until 7plus 8plus in the night. I am so going to Swensens. I mean to play basketball now. Chao.!

I just found this.

2010-09-10T17:36:00.000-07:00

I can't believe I wrote a poem about my class back then. I've managed to dig it out from the pass memories of our class blog. It was 3E1 and then 4E1, and then it's gone. Different people took different paths. I regretted not creating more havoc back then. Being the perfectionist, I realised how much I've missed as I've always been termed 'the busy girl'. Well I'm still am. really.. Not sure what I'm so busy with and I guessed that's the reason why I miss out that much from peoples' life around me. I guess again, no investments were made. And even now, in poly, it's about the same. Well sometimes I just have to learn that flawless pictures are not necessary the best looking, being lacked a little here and there with all of them together, that's when the picture stands out much better.

This was the poem.

Intro to our BELOVED 3E1 GANG?

3-E-1, the number one,
We must have heard this from everyone.
What's so special? It's so natural
But oh yeah, it's so fun. It's easier said then done.

It's a gang, full of fun
And it won't make us wana run.
Thanks for those of bubbly voice,
Including those who makes roudy noise.

We will always be satisfied,
And if we leave, we would have cried.
Never fear, cause they are here.
With jokers (I mean rockers),
Who'd make us think we're in a circus.

Overall, you're our all in all.
3-E-1, you're the best of all.
Without the pain, you'll never gain
Like a rainbow that appears after a rain.

So put on your best,
As teachers put us to the test.
We'll always be UNITED
NEVER SEPERATED!!

Hope you know our class's specialty!
Like you enjoy those spa-ghe-er~tti.
It may look easy to break a nut,
Just like people who produce those furds.

But be A PART
And we'll never be APART!
Together we work hard,
Without any 'buts'!

Well... It's not some bombastic poem but sure had some thoughts running through it.

fallen back to the old days.

2010-07-22T18:07:00.000-07:00

Pink was all I see recently. My blog, the print ads that I am doing and.. my pinky toes when it's all frosted. I dreamt of Kristen and Hwee Chin last night. Quite silly though.

I've fallen to the back of the pair again. Back to the old days where silence kept up with me. Humph.

taxi/ taxing? comfortable/ un-comfortable?

2010-07-22T02:27:00.000-07:00

Felt like writing more. But what to? Nothing much just that I've managed to drill myself into completing at least two print ads today. Sitting on the round chair was comfortable at first, then soon it became uncomfortable when you sink in and your back starts to ache from the hours. It reminds me of one of my Art Paper 2 work where I did an art work on my Daddy as a taxi driver.

It is quite ironic for a cab to say comfort, when the taxi drivers do not get comfortable after driving the long hours. It is taxing on them - their ass gets sore, legs get cramped and backs aches, when all they are entitled to is that small little space as they face the road ahead. Taxi drivers have to maintain that comfort level for customers too - keeping their taxis in tip top condition and dusting the mats even after a hard day's work. Taxi driving is not only physically challenging. It test their minds too. Road maps, signs, short cuts, directions, instructions, buildings... All these are requirements taxi drivers face and have to be knowledgable about as well. And finally, it boils down to the social aspect. Meeting different kind of people daily, having to be able to communicate with strangers needs a lot of courage. Getting to places according to the level of urgency and their needs would be top most priority. Therefore, "taxi driving seemed easy money "- think again.

food for a thought.

2010-07-21T12:38:00.000-07:00

The thoughts of you can't fade away... When you start to think and dream of people you know and have not been talking to them, that doesn't mean they are not part of your life. Thinking and dreaming of them, while I was on the road again. Scanning among the sea of people, sometimes I don't see them and hunting for those familiar faces, I widen my view. This week I've been thinking about 'broken relationships', how it can tarnish my life. It's like a sin.

A story of a girl (I'll call her Chocolate) in a classroom having her usual lessons. One day, a new student joined the class. (Let's call her Lollipop). Chocolate approached Lollipop to get to know her better, however, Lollipop's eyes did not seem to shift to her direction. Ignorace was all that mattered.

Day after day, Chocolate tried to interact with Lollipop, tried to share with her chocolates, lesson notes, involve her in movies, but chocolate seemed to be of no existance before Lollipop. This continued for the remaining 3 years in school. No matter how much Chocolate was expecting Lollipop to open her door to her, it was always shut. Never opened.

On the 3rd year, Chocolate got a new gadget, SUPER MEGA SELF ADJUSTING CAMERA for their photography lesson. It was the latest! The newest! Something that would assured a distinction for their End of Year project. And... at the corner of Chocolate's eyes, were knees crawling up to her, asking "May I borrow your SUPER MEGA SELF ADJUSTING CAMERA for a week?"

Would you lend Lollipop your SUPER MEGA SELF ADJUSTING CAMERA after her 3 YEARS of her treating you like an invisible person?

This story is like the broken relationship we have with God. Many years, God is knocking at the door and asking if He could carry our burden for us, help us in any way. But we think we can handle it all. We thought everything is going well and we shut the door preventing God from entering. And when we are at our wits end, and when we finally need help, we go crawling to God and asking for providence and help. Praying for God to provide a way out for us. Will God help us then? This broken relationship with God is sin.

Would it be easier to ask Chocolate for the SUPER MEGA SELF ADJUSTING CAMERA if Lollipop had not ignored her from the beginning? Similarly, would it be easier to seek God's help from the very beginning?
What will you do?

I wanted to thank God...

2010-07-20T14:49:00.000-07:00

I really thank God everytime I see things in my life fall into place when I choose to put my time in God's hands. One such incident was what happened today, though its something small, I really see God at work. Last night, I stopped doing my QANL at Q5, thinking that I'll just finish up the rest in class. Not like usual, I did not panick. Amazingly, the tutorial stopped at Q5. :D

Anyway, I'll be back at my work, doing print advert for RC. x)

The feeling of being cared by

2010-07-15T23:00:00.000-07:00

I've moved on into the next book where more romance and excitement keep pouring in and gets my heart beating fast. Twilight Saga: New Moon is thicker and it's a surprise I actually borrowed the book to read. Maybe it's because I've watched the movie and hoped to read more, let my imagination run wild since the images of the characters of the movie are kinda sinked into my head. It makes it easier for me to picture them according to the novel. I think at this age, many girls are seeking for romance, love, pleasure, searching for someone to either care for or be cared by. Sometimes I kinda like the feeling too.. of being cared by. Like to have an older sister or another older brother.. How nice to have people to rely on. Pros and cons I would say...

GAIN/ LOSS

2010-07-14T23:00:00.000-07:00

Gain M&Ms for being confident in presenting a short portion during RWPS;
Gain satisfaction over the day where we finally presented UCCD;
Gain an amount of rest on my bag in FC6;
Gain a time to become siaosiao with friends when we over excessively did projects day after day.

Gah.. Tired I was, not having enough sleep. I woke up as if deprived of sufficient rest. The fact was I did not. Zombied my way to school, always hoping to bump into this group of friends that I missed playing basketball with. And because of all those datelines, it had me setting my priorities straight - right.

Ngengenge...

2010-07-14T04:56:00.000-07:00

I'm left with about an hour to sleep before a new day officially starts. Preparing UCCD ppt was somewhat enjoyable when done with God's help. It was peaceful... I'm not prepared for the presentation, but prepared to show my Powerpoint. :D

ngengenge... Hwee Chin said that I like to make those whining noises. It's when Chelsea goes crazy and starts to make funny noises to make my whining known. HA. HA!

This period of time I'm crazy over Twilight Saga. How I hoped they'll come out a series of it like Smallveille. Can't wait to read the rest of the books. Sweet).(

Mummy's birthday passed really quickly. She spend it dining out with Daddy at Jake's Place. And sweetie Mummy treated her darling girls to a huge scumpcious chicken, so tender and appetizing though we could only finish half. x)

rest sleep

2010-07-01T03:34:00.000-07:00

I was back on my feet today after resting yesterday. I had a day of MC and realised how much I have missed from two tutorials. But I was glad God gave me rest.

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." Matthew 11:28
"I can do everything through Him who gives me strength." Philipians 2:13

My stressful day of projects filling up my mind was comforted by these very verses.

I woke at 3am - medicine
slept
I woke at 5am - medicine
slept
I tried to wake up at 6am
slept til 7.30am...
late for GEMS
reached school, did other stuff

I almost almost did a side split! YAHOOHOO`~ Modern session today was fabulous... I really stretched like I never did before... But now the "soreness" comes. Turn out, brush, kick! Oh crap.. I fell asleep. Gona take my medicine and get some sleep..

DOCTOR DOCTOR!

2010-06-29T23:53:00.000-07:00

It was the first time I went to the doctor myself. Queuing, taking my queue number, sitting on the chair staring at some empty seats, staring at the screen, waiting for my number to appear, answering the doctor's question, paying for my medicines.. Wish someone was there to accompany me. Will it be the same next time? I'm growing older, there are things which I cannot keep on depending on my parents any longer. That was a thought for the night.

Anyway, I dreamt of something awkward again... I kept dreaming of getting boyfriends, and some are those people I know... -.- How can?? BRrr..the thought of it gives me shivers..

Cure my thoughts!

flu, flu, go away`~

2010-06-28T23:55:00.000-07:00

Star light star bright,

First star I see tonight.
Wish I may, wish I might,

Wish my flu would go away tonight.

This flu virus made my day moody. That's all I can say...

oh yes.

And I used 5 packets of tissues in school, more at home. ai-gooo...

Renewed Commitment

2010-06-28T01:40:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I renew my commitment before God.

I am going to go into a corporate prayer with Acts Baptist Church. 6am every morning, 10pm every night (if possible), and also to spent solitude time with God, reading His word after morning prayer. I have to get this rooted once and for all. ONCE AND FOR ALL!! ;D

No more running away from prayers or straying away into worldly pleasures. Which means I need to sleep now.

Please keep me in prayers.

Hi-bye friends

2010-06-24T23:15:00.000-07:00

You saw them... You walked towards them... You said, "Hi". They answered, "Hi". You walked pass them. You said, "Bye". They answered, "Bye".

Another day you see them again... You walked towards them... You said, "Hi". They answered, "Hi". You walked pass them again. You said. "Bye". They answered, "Bye". And then you mumbled to yourself. They said, "Huh?" You said , "Nothing" and quickly walked away.

When is this going to end? Is there anything else other than hi's and bye's? I can't think of any other things to talk about. Lousy me in sustaining face-to-face conversations.

Naughty Jie Jie!

2010-06-20T22:48:00.000-07:00

My sister slided this into my hands... So cute. What had caused this? I slipped a piece of paper into her shirt when she came towards me. haha! - playful.

I love my family

2010-06-19T23:09:00.000-07:00

My mother called me 笨笨 in front of my grandparents. Four years of npcc life and what I got out of it? I was special head, of what? There was so little npcc stuff I took part in, mostly educational rather than action. (If you understand what that means) Everyone who knew I was once there would say "You NPCC right? Should know this.. should know that.." Should? My grandparents laugh and echoed the words. I can't help but teared because the thought of it was silly, and I did admit whatever my mother had said. Well, I always did ask myself, does my NPCC life ends here? Do I wait for the 3 years to expire? Am I going to run away, or maybe, just maybe someday, I'll be back and the cadets would find me a stranger there. My ah gong comforted me and said, “好啦好啦，不笨不笨。”

My mother also named me mountain tortise. She's very good with words. Sometimes hurtful but I took them as a joke. Mountain tortise because I have not been to Henderson Waves before and she's taking me there today. Corrections, she had already taken me there. Anyway, I'm really glad today because my brother was present with us again after his two weeks of army at HTA. Sometimes I just wonder how lonely I would be if I didn't have a brother. Ah well, stop being a sad Chelsea. Smile, put a smile on your face, maybe it's easier to talk to people. hah..

Some pictures at Henderson Wave~

A Series Of Events

2010-06-10T23:39:00.000-07:00

Today, I was a wonderer; I was an indecisive person; I was a dumb person sleeping in FC6, occupying a table of four; I was an award achiever; and I was a babysitter.

These are the series of events that can happened to one who finishes her MST, comes to school to do one thing, and nothing else. Should I be sighing?

I WAS a WONDERER.

Apparently, I came to school with two objectives - GEMS class and to submit Student Dialogue Survey Form. GEMS class was only filled with three students. I won't say we went there for nothing because we had the priviledge to see the marks allocation for our CA1 project. HEE. A wonderer because I wondered around school first to CI Lab, then to Hilltop, to Main Library and back to SB to submit the survey.

I WAS a INDECISIVE PERSON.

Basically, I couldn't decide where to go. Suddenly there was nothing much for me to worry about today. I started planning my day as I slowly doze off. I thought of going back to the coffee shop near my secondary school to have carrot cake/ fried kway tiao. It didn't dawn on me that the stall might not be there anymore.

And now, a DUMB PERSON SLEEPING in FC6, occupying a table of four.

I looked like a lone-ranger laying there pathetically, waiting for time to past. When I woke, I saw familiar faces. Am I dreaming? No, I wasn't. Jeremy, Jake and their friends were there. I stood up, went for the only store I could thought of - WANTON NOODLE. I didn't dare to face them as I ate cos I was the sleeping person who occupied a table meant for eating. So embarrassed. Haha..

I WAS an AWARD ACHIEVER.

After the day when I knew my art piece was recognized, I made my journey down to YISS today to get my award. Amazingly, I didn't just won an ipod shuffle. I won FOUR IPOD SHUFFLES! (*echoing: shuffles..shuffles..shuffles..) I also got Art Friend vouchers of $160 in total. yahoo!Take a look at that!

I WAS a BABYSITTER.

After claiming my award, I went up to visit Mrs Zaki and Ah Ho. (He's still calling me char siew). Mdm Maslina's adorable little 4 year old girl was there - Sumayyah. I ended up taking care of her as she did her tracing of alphabets, sangs a few nursery rhymes to me and plays her "Land Before Time" computer game.

Anyway, my day ended with a haircut and a walk around Westmall before heading home.

Our Retail Communication window display on remote control cars. The total expenditure was $203.50. Fortunately, money comes from the school. Can't wait for two months to get my money back. ;D

RC: Window Display

fighting!

2010-06-08T13:53:00.000-07:00

Thank God.! I was able to finish studying for Quantitative Analysis yesterday and this morning. Today's questions were rather tricky. The last question asked to use the corner point method to solve, BUT, there isn't any feasible solution region to solve in the first place. phew! I wasn't tricked. One more question which I might get it wrong - the calculation of the expected value. Kristen said we're suppose to take the lower value since we are dealing with time. trickkky... Anyway, those not studying this module would not understand what I am blabbering about.

My quest to finish the last episode Personal Preference was met, though one part of the last episode was missing from Youtube. Anyway, I noticed the power of Facebook - once you post something, the next thing you know, people are talking about it.

Here I am, setting another goal for me to achieve today:

Read God's word right after lunch
Start on FMA revision
Have appropriate snack time only
Continue with revision
Do FMA turorials again
Do FMA practice paper
That leaves me thinking whether I have time to complete my revision for Calculus.

Oh, why can't they just put Calculus on Thursday.
FIGHTING CHELSEA FIGHTING!~

Humiliation - laugh it off`~

2010-06-07T17:32:00.000-07:00

Having to walk one leg bare footed from Chua Chu Kang LRT to Dover, having people staring at my foot, was embarrasing enough. Not to the extent of tapping my admin card on the ez-link reader, running headforth, and banging my body against the shutting gantry. Not to the extent of having someone I know telling me, "Err.. That's your admin card." How much more humiliation can I get?

Today was bad hair day, bad slipper day, bad memory day and what a day to tap the wrong card`~ Anyway, it was a good time to laugh it off.

Marketing Reasearch paper wasn't that tough, if I had memorized those few areas I knew I should. Well, still managable. Tomorrow is Quantitative Analysis paper. Have not yet studied a bit, but will be aiming to finish the last episode of Personal Preference before I continue mugging. hah.

Vesak Day

2010-05-29T02:11:00.000-07:00

Slept throughout Vesak Day. How's that?! yao!~

meddlesome dream?

2010-05-25T04:15:00.000-07:00

I'm still meddling with my blog at such an hour. poof!
Few days back, I dreamt about someone proposing to me with a rose.
And another leaning on me on the train..though my shoulder bones are sharp.
What am I dreaming about?!

I think it must be too much of Taiwan dramas.

\m/

2010-05-25T02:56:00.000-07:00

I was jumping for joy when I received Ms Tan's sms saying that

"Chelsea U won the top 5 and the most creative award in sculpture

category nparks community in blooms art competition."

And.. the prize is an ipod shuffle with an award certificate. Two awards!
My work will be exhibited in YISS this week, other places and then NLB!

(singing) wicked awesome! awesome. awesome. awaw.. yeah! \m/

Thank you Ms Tan!!

Tomorrow is RC practical and my group hasn't prepare anything. cool~!

Staying up to complete UCCD Powerpoint, keep pressing on..

Can't wait for Vesak Day.

fun-filled with basketball!

2010-05-15T23:11:00.000-07:00

It’s my turn to fall sick. Cough and flu has found its way back to me. It was a disastrous feeling. Save me! I had trouble having fun in camp because of this. Well, guessed it must have been “IT’S TIME FOR YOU TO REST CHELSEA!”

Apparently, after my bath in SP, I made my way into the air conditioned room for a project meeting. That was when I caught a cold. However, I must say I really enjoyed the basketball game yesterday. It was amazing. The second match was rather draining. I got distracted many times. Then the droplets came, followed by a pour that showered down just when we got into the shelter. I wanted to get drenched in the rain though my little pink towel was there to save my head. HAHAHA…

I thank God for my brother, for the friends I met in the game that made my poly life so fun-filled with basketball!

Let's just name the people there so I won't forget:

Adam (my brother),

Vivien, Jewel, Xiao Qi, Yu Kang, Wee Jin (my classmates)

Jeremy, GT (new friends from last Friday)

unknown male (I forgot his name)

Spectator:

Joanna

I miss

2010-04-30T20:40:00.000-07:00

I miss secondary school, I miss being the silly me, I miss those days when I get to play basketball with Felicia and friends everyday, I miss doing Mathematics and getting cola gummies from Mdm Lim, I miss giving the teachers the blue attendance book to sign, I miss going to Yuan Chan's house and snack on those goodies, I miss taking photos with Yanjun, I miss Sport's Day when I ran the long distances in constant speed, I miss the art room, I miss staying up late to do projects with project groups, I miss trying to dig out the last bit of my paint to finish up my painting, I miss the little gifts from Mr Ho, I miss staying late getting locked on the 4th floor after art classes, I miss talking to the auntie who helps us lock every door in the school, I miss giving announcements in class, I miss my school uniform, I miss P.E. lessons, I miss talking to Mdm Wong until late at night in the English staff room, I miss going on exchange programs, I miss going to the Art museum with friends and not alone, I miss playing catching and climbing on monkey bars, I miss playing "vampire vampire vampire chest", "baby baby baby chest", I miss receiving sms from Sifra and Jiaxin and answering their queries, I miss tying those knots and shouting "2, 6, pull!", I miss wearing track pants, I miss those classrooms with fan, I miss bickering with Syidin and scolding Sri, I miss playing the recorder to the song "doe, a deer...", I miss having my father singing me to sleep, I miss enjoying those tickles from my mother, I miss sketching, I miss dozing off in Art room, I miss trying to stay longer in Art room before going for other classes, I miss being last to leave the class, I miss the joy of reading God's word every morning, I miss being carefree and young, I miss being able to express myself and not fearing what others think of me, I miss the hardworking me.

To miss is to discover or feel the absence of (something)

To miss is also to fail to obtain

I am feeling both ways. I fail to obtain those things I now discover the absence of.

what in the world?

Secondary One NPCC Annual Swearing-In Ceremony

2009-10-22T23:45:00.000-07:00

I made my way down to Greenridge Secondary and bought 3 tubes of mentos as I thought of giving the cadets to eat after the event. Sadly, I gave the aunty the wrong amount of cash. It was $0.90 each, yet I gave her $2.10.

Okay, back at Greenridge, I hoped the parade hasn't end. I went up, changed in my full uniform, all ready to enjoy the parade. The AC of Area 19 was there, saying his speech which ended shortly after my arrival.

And 'oh', I thought. I have to change into pt kit then. So I went back to the toilet but somehow it just wouldn't open. I was so embarrassed when other cadets walked pass seeing me trying to 'bang' the door open. Thankfully, one of them kindly told me that the staff toilet is locked, then did I realise I tried to open the WRONG DOOR. Lol.

Skip skip skip.... Let's skip to the Singing Competition. Our school has two brave Secondary 1 cadets who volunteered to represent our school - Izzul and Nadia.

I can say that they really did their best. For Izzul, I heard that he sang pretty well before going up on stage. But because of some technical problems, he wasn't able to perform his best. It was sad. It's all the song's fault! Why wasn't it in the disc? Hmm.. Nah.. No one's to blame.

For Nadia, she was shaking..! I saw her shaking as she walks down the stage. haha..

Anyway, it was a tremendously good effort put in. What's more!

YISS WON THE CHEERING COMPETITION! We were first with Fajar Secondary.

A total of 26 cadets were present there and then.

They were a super hyper group when they can be one.
(ok.. I don't know what I'm saying)

I have one more photo to upload which I have not gotten it from Ms Kala. It has me inside! !! ;D
I'll upload it when I get it.

Oh yes, about the mentos. .. I decided to give one each to the two singers.

Feeling excited.

2009-10-21T21:12:00.000-07:00

I went back to YISS to prepare the Sec1 NPCC cadets for tomorrow's Annual Swearing-in. I feel so relaxed speaking to them. I feel excited about tomorrow just that I need to rush to Greenridge Secondary School before the parade starts. I just can't wait to hear my cadets sing as they represent our school in the singing contest. And of course hoping that the cheers would just turn out fine . .

I want to learn how to use drill cane to do drills. Kind of cool. Someone please teach me.

I am trying to find back that passion and enthusiasm I have for NPCC.

Get it back. Get it back. Get it back man..

Today is special.

2009-10-20T23:33:00.000-07:00

Today is special. CRS class ended at 16:00PM and as usual, I would like to find a quiet spot to do some revision. There, I switched on my laptop and got ready to start on my first topic. While skimming through the pages of my notes, I heard footsteps. Two well-dressed ladies approached me and asked if they could use my laptop to retreive some documents from their gmail and send for printing.

Being kind, I said, "Ok."

After meddling with my laptop, they asked for my admin number. (hmm.. something's fishy here. ..) Well, I didn't give. Also, my lappie could not connect to the printer they wanted to connect. Well, too bad. Then, they asked for a thumbdrive. I saw that they really needed to print those documents urgently, so I lend to them worrying that they wouldn't return. (But not really worrying). After a long wait, I realised they were back. And.. Back with a can of milo.

"Na.. This is for you."

"Oh, thank you."

I've got a milo in return for my kindness. Gees.
It was that milo that spent the time with me for the rest of an hour before my next lesson at night.
That's why, today is special. (:

Bee in a Soup?

2009-10-08T21:44:00.000-07:00

Dancing is fabulously fun. We were at O School again as we continued the choreography. The 1 hour practice felt like 2 hours. And now my neck and hips are acheing. hahAHE. I want to learn as much as I can now. Even though not much technics are in our choreo, like shur-ney, piorette, high kicks, but I still enjoy much. Now to do some research and ensure I look like a scary corpes arising from the dead. muhahaha! I hope to personally OWN the choreo!!!!!! (just as Ryan said)

I was just pondering on what Ryan said before he dismissed us: Make sure you teach them ah.. The 'them' is refering to the 6 of us? Or the 'them' is refering to all the modern girls? Do I have to make sure all of 'them' learn by Monday? Hmm.. This, I have to really check with him again.

Herbal soup for the day was some herbs with some dead bee. EEEWW.. Help! No way.. Imagine drinking the soup and you see some hairy insect legs moving closer to your lips. What's worst, a black, black, round, round thing which is the head. GAW . . ! Anyway, we postponed that herbal drink to another day. Instead, we had a warm bak-ku-teh soup. AHHHHH> . ..

Leader?

2009-10-07T23:17:00.000-07:00

This was the first time people in SP called me a leader. I thought of remaining a low profile for a while and letting people be the leader for sometime.

It's my first time in O School. My fine dreams of it being a huge hall with many smaller rooms was slightly tarnished. There were smaller rooms but no huge halls. But I love the floor. It's so clean, unlike MPH. ;) No wonder Ryan says MPH is full of dust.

We're going to do a glamourous yet a bit of horror side effect. Somehow we'll just have to do it. I like it. haha.. We have to do actions with force, looking like some kind of zombie. Wicked awesome!

More to come tomorrow... more to come.. . :D

A valuable lesson learnt yesterday and today:

I learnt that I should not laugh at inappropriate timings or else I will be questioned.

And when questioned, I'll be dumbfounded.

Which is not a good position to be in.

done for it.

2009-10-04T23:59:00.000-07:00

My nose bled. Once last night and twice today.
I've completed the Mid Year Youth Departments' Evaluation. Yeah..

Where can I sleep now?

2009-10-03T23:54:00.000-07:00

Here I am in camp, sick. Having this dreadful flu. Should I have come for Day1? Should I have stayed at home to rest? Yesterday, we did nothing much except going to bugis to buy leotards, going to orchard and tire myself. I was in search for food for the entire trip while others were in search for clothes and assessories. hmm.. I want to sleep and rest my body. But I can't. I don't know what time will they dance until. Where can I sleep now?

They dance almost all night. Incredible.. I laid in my army sleeping bag trying to get some rest. Then, voices from a distance intruded into my sleep. And they got louder, louder and louder. "Save me!" I cried to myself.

Soon, music blasted like never before. I wanted to courteously ask to lower down, but I wimped out. After 3hours, I forced myself into dreamland..

I'm awake! It's 8am. I feel much better. No more flu!! Yipee. We got prepared for dance practice. I like today's warm ups because almost everything done was almost near the floor.

I've decided to go home.

OH deAR.

2009-10-01T21:46:00.000-07:00

Today I went to HQ and I am definitely still lost in that huge area of white buildings. I found out how to get to the store, realised that some FI's office is just beside it and didn't realised that time passes so fast when I was just helping to pack badges.

It wasn't that bad. Quite relaxed. Thank God the FI wasn't at all fierce? Can I say that? haha//.

I was treated to chocolate cookies? (so good..?) and got a gift - some keychain? (which was stated 'I have extra ma..').

This is just weird. Maybe it's just nothing. Anyway, I can listen to my mp3 while doing duty. As if I'm back in YISS, helping out the teachers in their offices. Oh yea, don't know whether his hands clean or not.. After eating a cookie then push my head once. EEee.. And I saw IT!. YES! IT IS DEFINITELY IT. A housefly in the office. WAHAHHAHUHU.. And I had to fan it off a few times. Hmm.. I have to go back on Tuesday to clog more hours. I better get it right this time.

Well, on the way back, I realised how extremely noob I was in directions and roads. OH deAR.

PERSONAL NEWSBUZZ (1)

2009-07-15T20:35:00.000-07:00

By Bang, Updated: 7/15/2009
An article: 'Chipmunk' Emma Watson
Reference: http://entertainment.sg.msn.com/Celebrity-Gossip/article.aspx?cp-documentid=3457553

Celebrity life is hard to continue for long. Come to think of it, people will get sick of the fame they get (putting money aside). It is like a life their living for others, to please others and to look good for others to see/ admire?

Well, I was reading an article about Emma Watson (By Bang, Updated: 7/15/2009) looking forward to concentrating on her studies and living a 'normal' teenager after shooting the final two ‘Harry Potter’ movies. Seeing a jovial looking girl acting with all her heart, and now grown, wanting a ‘normal’ teenager experience for just a bit, it is quite like life. I believe deep within each celebrity’s heart, there sure will be a moment where they would want a day to just live freely and simply for themselves.

I SEE MY NAME!!

2009-06-13T23:50:00.000-07:00

I AM IN!! YEAH!
In fact... 4 of us are in!

All of us are in!
All 39 auditionist, ALL IN!

Haha.. I'm going crazy.

*Jumping for joy*

*Jumping up and down*

STUDY STUDY, DON't BE LAZY!

2009-06-12T15:14:00.000-07:00

TRYING TO COME UP WITH A STUDY TIMETABLE IS SO HARD.

I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START. O_____O

T_T

Bye~ Going to continue with my timetable.

1 more stop to go.

2009-06-08T23:41:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. My name's not there.
I'm not in.

It was great and fun.! I did my best and have no regrets.
OH.. Irritating.. After my audition did my brother only telling me that I danced hiphop like I was marching, telling me that I did not complete some of my steps. HAHA! Funny. -.-

Well, five more days to go.
I will have a go for modern dance! XD

2009-06-08T13:33:00.000-07:00

How to shake it all out? O-O

I can. Audition.

2009-06-08T13:26:00.000-07:00

Eating my lunch.
Had a tiring morning for workout.
It's in a rush.

Dancing to the 'ins and outs',
Taking a break.
Muscles ache.

It's free.
It's style.
I need practice.

Pant pant panting.
I hear a voice.
"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God ; trust also in me.
John 14:1

I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
Philippians 4:13

“The Sovereign LORD is my strength; he makes my feet like the feet of a deer, he enables me to go on the heights. For the director of music. On my stringed instruments.”
Habakkuk 3:19

Then my strength is regained.
For He is the author and perfector of my faith, my life.

Yes,
I can.
I can.
I can...

?Approachable?

2009-06-05T17:48:00.000-07:00

Am I easily approachable? I seemed to be one for strangers outside. Recently, I have encountered a couple of strangers asking me for directions outside or even near my house. Strange. Well I am definitely glad to help.

GDOP.

2009-05-31T21:53:00.000-07:00

FAntastic! The BLUE sea of ushers gathered.

I took away a chicken burger and Jollybean from Westmall all the way to Expo, and I finally get to enjoy them.

Ushering is interesting, we have to practice courtacy yet be firm in what we say.

Wait a minute.

It's easier said than done.

It's hard trying to compact people into the middle, being a Singaporean I couldn't have known it better.

If I were to be one of them, I'm sure I would also reserve a seat for my family/friends who are coming later. Oh well...

I felt like jumping during worship, but didn't. hehe.

oozZE

2009-05-30T21:50:00.000-07:00

Waa.. Madness.. Trying to complete a PowerPoint by one day is ridiculous.
The thinking process is like trying to oozze brain juices out from our brains - every single drop./

SAve me!

2009-05-29T18:26:00.000-07:00

This is bad. I am getting sick. This means I can't attend lesson for at least a day.

It was a horrible feeling. Really horrible - wet nose, sore throat, lethargic body.

Met Jie Cheryl yesterday for lunch and ate porraige in school for the first time. It's simply warm and appetizing. I felt a little better after that.

Then, I chose to skip EC tutorial and go home to rest. SAve me!

Indeed, I did not attend school today. Thank God I didn't have a fever or else I'll be a suspect of the new virus - H1N1. Oh no.. haha~

Daddy brought me to the doctor later where I was given anti-biotics, flu/fever and cough medicine. Aww.. That feeling..

Having slept for almost the whole day, I got better in the evening. (;

SEssions seSSIONS...

2009-05-27T21:21:00.000-07:00

Back from Dance Sessions. The seniors of SDZ helped us clean up our steps.
I need to work on more groove for hiphop. (:

For modern, we were 1 hour late because we stayed longer for hiphop. Catching up was tough. But we tried our very best. I need to really work on my turn.

Chelsea Jiayou JIAYOHHHH!!!!!!!!!

So Freestyle how? how? how??? XD

FUn. EXCITEMENt. ENJOYMENt. WILd.

2009-05-26T21:07:00.000-07:00

LAST Station! LASER QUEST. YEAHHH.!A sudden maintainence was called upon. We made a wasted trip and had to rush back to school for ITAB lesson.Later, we went down again and asked the 3 'W's along - Wilson, Wee Peng and William. Ahh.. It's the nicest picture but I was cut off at the right side. ):

Yay! I'm back in the picture.
RED TEAM OWNS VICTORY! Even though I was the lowest in score for my team. hehhehs`~

Not to forget Chubin, she's our camera xiao meimei.

IMM IMM!!

2009-05-25T23:29:00.000-07:00

It was time for us to get started on our IDEAS CA2.! We settled at IMM and zoomed into Diaso. It was a mass killer. So many things to look at but nothing to talk about.

I have got a bad touch point. I got banged by the arrow door. -.-

At THE CAFE' CARTIER - woow, nature! plants! sofa! XDEileen and Hwee Chin, WAITRESS OF THE HOUR. Helped us to order our food.WAit and Wait...Everyone else ordered this.SOUP OF THE DAY.

Then we went up stairs and met DR. FISH.
It gave us a SPA for $5.Kristen and my legs. Ticklish sensation at first which turned to enjoyment.Chubin couldn't take it. haha~We can be seen by so many passer-bys.FRESH & CLEAN legs. Hwee Chin's dead skins were removed! - eaten.

IT's STRICTLY DANCE ZONE -.-

2009-05-12T23:59:00.000-07:00

CHELSEA's legs and stomach muscles are aching. ouch.

Dance practice yesterday was surperb! Fun.
BUt kind of fast to catch up with the last part of the choreography.

I like the warm ups. Really challenging, especially the modern dance's krutches.

INCREDIBLE.MADNESS.BUT FUN.

HIPHOP.
It has all the YEAH, and the YO! WASSUP, and the WOoH!

Up beat and Down beat.

The Lord gave me strength for the next day. Thank God I survived!

Are ALL Mothers on Earth the SAME??

2009-05-09T23:16:00.000-07:00

No No No... There are fat ones, skinny ones, short ones, tall ones, more and more!

Today, we celebrated Mothers' Day at my Ah Ma's house. The greatest chef I have ever known. Her vegetables are soft and juicy; the fish is fresh with a tender, delicious taste; however I didn't get to eat her own cooked prawns, the first 2 batches were done by my helper.

Look at her signature post when she frys her thing. haha~

And that's my AH MA! =)

Today, suddenly made a Mothers' Day gift for Ah Ma. Nice?
This is my Ah Ma and Ah Gong. Lovely couple! My relatives said Ah Gong in the drawing looks more shuai. haha~

A lot of them said it's nice, thank you. Ah Gong said this gift 'you jia zhi'. Waa.. I hear already feel really good. =)

Can you see the strawberry cake above??? Yeah. We ate that! Nice, but kind of sweet, with a layer of cheese in the middle and a crust at the bottom. xp yumm.

SAVE THE EGG!!!!!!!!

2009-05-07T21:31:00.000-07:00

Group B's first parachute egg made yeasterday. It succeeded HALFWAY. LOL.
It definitely slowed down but did not have sufficient cussion, so it cracked a little.

2nd attempt, it burst because it flipped. aha. There goes an omellete! x)

errgh! MOB!!

THE EGG CRACKED!
We killed 5 eggs in total. (Including the one today.)
Marvalous.

I think that the time limit given is really too short. 20 mins? How are we going to come up with quality work.? If more time is given and our egg still cracks, I am really ok with it. But 20mins? haha. Wow... Ridiculous, I don't like rush work.

Well, I'll just take it as a lesson to learn. 5 marks of effort just disappeared like this. Gorh.. It's one third of 15 marks. But, I can't say much. I came home and got told off by my brother, because I did not fight of the 5 marks, I did not take my stand. Well, I will next time. Things must not be rushed again.

First Presentation in Poly

2009-05-04T21:28:00.000-07:00

Finalising EC! Yes! We're done. Oh.. Next round would be my turn to be the leader. More stuffs to do loh ..

I am nervous yet excited for IDEAS presentation. Glory to God that I would be able to come up with such amazing product.

I was praying to God to help me calm down, my leg was stiffening and my heart was at a rather fast rate. At the end, I pulled it through. Wow.. A-MA-ZING..

After motivating Hwee Chin to change her product, it turned out better. More wild and waky!
Kristen's product was interesting too. It's cool how she really find the material's name, what polyestrene. Something like that.

Can't wait for the results to be out on next Monday!

Till then, I'll be waiting.

Monopoly? How?

2009-04-24T21:20:00.000-07:00

I have never played monopoly this way before until today.

My MOB Group embarked on a journey to mac'donalds for lunch then to the main library for some bonding session contributed by Charls.

We took rather long to play it. A lot of planning and strategies to make. =)
I was grouped wit Faith and we won!

Faith was so being fascinated by the jailer.

This game really thought us how to plan.

Fun.

Why Are We WAitng???

2009-04-21T20:59:00.000-07:00

Yes, all of us were waiting outside then inside the room. Where in the world is our teacher.? The clock's ticking away. Glad that I have met Hwee Chin on the way to class if not I would have lost my way. Thank you Hwee Chin. (I know you would be reading this. hehe.) Hwee Chin is the sweaty girl, sweats ALL DAY.

My Fish & Co. brochure saved her. =) All day dreaming... ...

Thirsty Cynthia.? Lidan didn't know I took her.
Late?Lost.?

I caught the hiding Faith.

Off we go`~

DBA06

2009-04-16T20:37:00.000-07:00

I Love My Class!

1st day at FOP (13 April 09) - waiting for them to do their forfeit. 4th day at FOP (16 April 09) - My tin can which jingles! chii ching!~
It was rather tiring. So sleepy. Faith Ko's tin can was really heavy, and Edmund's too.!
Well, for Wilson, I guessed he had time to talk to a cat. I saw him actually asking a cat to donate. LOL! Charls took my spot on the 2nd floor, grRR.. So I just walked around.

On our way back to SP: DBA06 GIRLS

Our FOP facils: Bryan and Zaki
haah.. Tall to short. x)

DBA06.

MY CLASS!
Top row: Chu Feng, William, Kristen, Lydia, Faith, Cynthia, Eileen, Louis
Middle row: Audrey, Lidan, Hwee Chin, Chelsea, Si Hui, Hui Qi, Edmund, Wilson
Bottom row: Charls, Bryan, Clifford, Wee Peng, Zaki

So far I don't really know all of them yet, but I will definitely want to stick with them thorugh these 3 years! ^^

Group A's 3rd SGO

2009-04-11T21:11:00.000-07:00

Kayaking~ We didn't end up in the water but some of us got wet by the rain. In the end we did not get to go, but definitely, it was a memorable one. We sang praises to God until the rain stopped and recited our STARS UNITED memory verse:

Philippians 2:12-16a

v12 Therefore, my dear friends, as you have always obeyed—not only in my presence, but now much more in my absence—continue to work out your salvation with fear and trembling, v13 for it is God who works in you to will and to act according to his good purpose.
v14 Do everything without complaining or arguing, v15 so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe v16 as you hold out the word of life—

Some pictures..

At least we got our life jackets on..

GROUP A ..!

The PAIRS:

Jia Hui and Faith

Jie Grace and Jie Cheryl

Rachel and Ruiqi

Yan Tze and me

Yan Tze trying to act as a SHARK;
Faith - the expression; Jia Hui - the brave one?

Hmm.. Kayaking on land...

The untouched sea~

Church @ Sports Day!

2009-04-10T21:56:00.000-07:00

The guys are at the starting line, ready to rambo!

It was a random match among some of our youth sporty guys and a girl (Ruiqi).

Sean was all ready to start of the race with the wave of my towel, and Lijun awaiting.

My brother came in first in the race - Oh boy.. I am proud!

My sister - Lorraine

My helper - Sis Eliz

Me - Me

Later Yan Tze came over to my house and we rested a while before we went to play basketball. We went to shoot for about and hour and the half before she had to go home. It was tiring yet enjoyable.

God's Promises!

2009-04-08T00:20:00.000-07:00

March Memory Verse: Hebrews 10:23-24

Let us old unswervingly to the hope we profess, for He who promised is faithful, and let us consider how we can spur one another on towards love and good deeds.

Application:
I am going to spur my NPCC cadets towards love and good deeds! Hope I get the chance to commend on 2 guys the coming training to spur others to follow their acts of responsibility!

April Memory Verse: Galatians 6:9-10

Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong to the family of believers.

I was chatting on msn with Jie Cheryl today when we discussed on our memory verses. She encourage me to do everything in love. Like how apostle Paul prayed that our love may abound more & more in knowledge and depth of insight.

What we learned form God.
So love doesn't = do everything acc to how the other person likes it, but doing everything for the good of the person (that's depth of insight, or in other words, loving with wisdom)

(love increasing in knowledge), I would take it as love knowing God's brand of love
and which part of the Bible describes to you God's brand of love? =p

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

v4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. v5 It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. v6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices wit the truth. v7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. v8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

Application:
Practice that kind of love (or niceness with firm-ness) with my NPCC cadets...
And to earn both their respect and love also la!

Being Right With God First!

2009-04-05T23:44:00.000-07:00

Today, from the start of worship God spoke to me alot.

I had an arguement last night with my Dad, I took tired as an excuse for raising my voice. I knew, shouldn't be that way, and today is the Lord's Supper! I had to make things right with God, so I quickly called my Dad before service, I apologised. So cool! I just learn this the previous Youth Lesson & I'm putting it to practice already. XD

THANK YOU LORD!

ADAM BULLY,

2009-04-01T21:11:00.000-07:00

Another one of my random shots.

Choke Slam!

Sunday Fun!

2009-03-29T21:24:00.000-07:00

There are Kor Gareth, Kor Rui Xiang and Luke pinning Sean down.

Kor Gareth the Mastermind.

haha~ Look at Sean. He can't move anymore. :D

Some fun during Sunday`

Rawr !!

2009-03-27T20:13:00.000-07:00

*yawn*

Early in the morning(2-3+am), before I went to sleep, I was helping my brother to do the cover page which worth 5marks for his project. See wat a nice sister he has. :D Well, I had the picture I wanted in my mind, but I can't get it down on paper. So I found 2 photos which captured my idea, & started drawing FREE HAND. It's been so long since I ever drawn free hand man. haa``

Before the background is done.

Final Work.

Ms Tan said it's okay. BUT!

The bear is taking the attention away from the emphasize of the man and his cigarette.

Also, the bear & the man's head is very detatched. She suggested me to draw the bear grabbing hold of the man's head as if it is undetatchable. =)

Well, anyway it's just a fast & rough work. xD

After little hours of sleep, I had to go to the Dental Clinic for a follow-up.

I didn't expect to do so many things there. I took an x-tray for one of my teeth to check whether my filling affects my nerve. I had to bite real hard on this thing which hurts the skin beneath my tongue.

The dentist told me about the reason why my teeth is sensitive & taught me how to take precaution before it turns to a unreversable stage. I had my teeth cleaned! And learned how to brush and floss PROPERLY. I had a 'cut' on my teeth laminated with a layer to protect it from germs.

Throughout the entire adventure in the clinic, I had many machines stuffed into my mouth. COOL!

Thank God for there is no NPCC training today. CAnclled because of NPDP & Sports Hits! Yahoo. Can rest for now.

Running back through Memory Lane`~

2009-03-26T13:45:00.000-07:00

Yes. The middle one is Hwee Hwee. My Chinese dance buddy! I remember this dance where she & me with another girl were the main people in the starting of the dance.

And on the left is me! Hope this photo stays as history in my primary school - Bukit View Primary.

Well, this was the last time I could remember meeting up with my classmates and being the 'organiser'. We were on our way home from Mdm Lim's house.

I somehow feel that I am drifting away from them. The meeting ups became lesser for me. I missed out on our last class outing too. However the faces of 4E1 still remains clear in my mind.

I've been working since 3rd Feb 2009 at my mother's boss office at Park Royal Hotel.
Learning many new skills as I started my first day on filing, salary summaries & IR8As.
Graduately, I learn more things like keying and coding invoices, receipts and now PAYMENT which is giving me a headache. However, once I get it in my head, it would definitely be a piece of cake.

Some photos I took as I searched for clothes to wear on my working days.

1st day with my mother's office assess pass!

The toilet is super clean

This is a really nice night scene.
Coming here to relax the eyes after hours of straining eye power sure helps.

Lately, I've been busy with NPCC. Now in the midst of Sec 1 NPCC camp planning with me being the Camp Coordinator and Huiying the Vice Camp Coordinator.

I started to polish my belt, one day I'll make sure it shines! xD

My sister and cousin giving a try in it~

Look how much effort they put in.
Haha~ I'm starting to recruit people in NPCC in the long run. x)

OKAY. Memories shall pause here for the moment.
I am getting sleepy.

Gotta get ready for work tomorrow.

GAMBATEH~!

hEAvy eYElids

2009-03-22T23:52:00.000-07:00

Cadet Leader Course is finally over.
Sec1 camp is coming up. waow.

I survived the Course with my right leg injured.
Having to withstand the pain as I continued to endure teaching the drill is a great success.
I knew I couldn't stand for too long as the muscle would not be able to relax.
The doctor said it is the cause of my muscle refusing to relax after vigourous running.
Such stubbon leg.!

Well, I went my home and got ready to church for worship practice.
During worship practice, my eyeslips were heavy, it's about to shut down any moment.
I survived the worship practice as well, learning a new song 'Trust His Heart'.
A very marvelous song lyrics.

Well, well, well. Time to take a nap. I went to find a spot to get some real nap.
Ah-ha! The wooden table. I sat there and saw kor Joel there.
I asked to borrow his laptop bag as a pillow and fell into a deep dEEP sleep.
No one woke me up. When I woke up, it was 16:00. My one hour sleep felt like a 2 hours one.
Cool~ I made my way to the toilet and fell asleep there again.
I was so sleepy! I got up and headed for youth.

Today, we learned about Baptism and The Lord's Supper, with Aunty Molly teaching. Questions about why infants can't be baptised were answered. I will fill you in with more things that I have learnt in this lesson in another post - sometime!

After that, I wanted to go play bball, but my leg.. so no way. I chose to go eat lunch with Jie Cheryl, Ruiqi and Lijun. Partly also wanting to reach home before 21:30 to watch the Chen Mo Mo & Mars. I regretted buying Lychee ice blend + peach jelly. It was just too sweet.

Haha~ I was just telling Lijun that I have managed to smoothly changed the subject when kor Gareth asked why we did not wait for him. I started singing, "You did not wait for me, to draw near to you... .." And the subject was changed. Li hai ba!

Cadet Leader Course

2009-03-21T23:51:00.000-07:00

When it started, I didn't know what to do? They splited the girls & guys, I don't know what to say. Then I started my first sentence... And so the checking of bags carried on.

I looked at Rudy as he did the lecture on Rules and Regulations. The serious, stern & firm expression. How am I going to do that?? My lecture was 1hr 30mins away, and I was really anxious.

I stood still during my turn, my leg was hurting, I endured.

Drills part one was fine. Sequence of Commands was rather messy & I figured out what to teach them on the spot. When it came to MOI, I taught them Hormat Ke Hadapan Hor-mat. It went smoothly.

MOI Practice.

IC, Timer, Observer.

For Standardization of drills, there were about 20 to teach. woah~ The many hours on drills sure was too much of mental strength..

Finally, during games, I got to sit down & rest my hardworking leg.
Sec 1 Camp Planning, I had to take over Hayudah's Admin side as she went to get supper with HO Andrew for the sec3s.
Getting them to brainstorm ideas was fun. The first group that came to me had sec3s who are rather interested in Admin. There's Soo Yuen, Wei Xian, Fang Yu, Edgar, Elizabeth, Minmin, Trevor (not interested), Shafiq (not interested), Alvin (not interested).

Well, Day 2 ended rather quickly. Little things to do though. =)

OHYA! I gave out the certificates to the sec3s for completing this course!

So honored! xD

SWELLING..

2009-03-18T23:16:00.000-07:00

Oh crap. BIG FOOT.
My right leg is reacting from the past injury.
It's SWELLING..
Thank God it is not broken or what.
However I can feel some weird pressure inside my leg.

Please pray for speedy recovery.
And... I have not yet seen a doctor about it.

Anyway, I went to see the doctor today about my nose.
Ahh.. It's broken! No la~
Well, he said I have an allergy. To dust? To cockroaches? To what?
I don't know yet.
However air-con would worsen my condition.
I was given a referring letter to go to NUH to do some check about it.

2 ways to check:
1) Through stucking an equipment into my nose and sucking something from my nose, they'll go and test.
2) Through skin testing.

Pray that it won't be so expensive yea.

Amazing Race Xtreme '09

2009-03-16T23:41:00.000-07:00

Group Se7en!

The OUtstanding Group that's first for every station in Day 1! Yahoo`~

Our first stop at Changi Airport Terminal 3:
We ran to the Candy Empire and spotted 2 gentlemen awaiting.
Counting the types of sweets there is in the shop was rather funny.
The lady looked at us and smiled =)

This picture was taken when we tried to run into the MRT thinking it's about to set off.

At the bustop waiting for the bus to Changi Village
The 2nd group was following close to us.
We would have boarded te bus if we were faster.
Bus No.2 went pass right in fornt of our very eyes. O-O

Changi Village was our 1st food pitstop.
We had a plate of Nasi Lemak shared among ourselves.
We grabbed 6 pairs of untensils, 1 each person.
However, later, te stall Aunty asked us to put them back as we took too much. Oh well.

We had our lunch there and headed to our next station.

At the bustop, we saw the 2nd group that left before us just now.

They were still around, which means we've got a chance to be the first for the next station!

In the bus, we played games: The passing current game

Group Se7en Special Signature Pose
We went our way from Changi Village to the National Library.
There we got told of by a Security guard not to have our Amazing Race here.
There should not be any running in/out.

On our way into Chinese Garden, towards the Pagoda, I saw Pastor Ian were we followed him.
We had to study the 8 different heros and answer his questions to get the answer.

I studied Wen Tian Xiang, a national hero in Southern Sung Dynasty. (AD 1236 - 1283)

When his country and people are in great perail, he fought bravely against his enemy but was held captive. During his captivity, he wrote the Zhengqi Song and some poems to demonstrate his readiness to sacrifice for the country. He is known for his patrotism and bravery.

We later decided to capture a photo here to remember this beautiful scene.

Then we headed to Jurong Point were we got to get our next food item.

We got KWAY TEOW! Nice. Yummy. Great.

We had our dinner there which is another plate of kwayteow because it is nice. =)

There I saw Mdm Sandy Wong at Starbucks.

Then we had our last clue which doesn't make sense to us.

"What comes around, goes around"

Hint: You may want to draw a diagram.

We had no idea what this was. But the answer was 'church'.

It was 6pm, and I had to leave for BSF.

When I reached Clementi, I thought I left my BSF stuff in Shalom. I quickly called Lijun & my Dad. Later, then I found ou it was in my bag. Huang le yi chang~

I definitely had fun this day. Full of laughters when Jessie(Jia Hui) and her friends joke.

Photo Scavenger Hunt

2009-02-28T23:45:00.000-08:00

And it poured and poured.. Thank God for the weather! It is cooling~ The groups are out starting on their photos hunting` GO GO GO!

The first group that started their move.

That's my brother approaching an elderly to take photo with his group.

Thereafter, he successfully told him of our church activities and offered to help him with his things up.

AWW.. What a thoughtful brother of mine.

Not forgetting Sean being there to support. x)

There was an experience when my brother's group asked an uncle to take a photo with them with his bike, but e so interestingly diverted himself away, an off he went!

2009-02-25T02:54:00.000-08:00

Ahh..! So tired!
Currently still have to deal with the enrolment forms.
SingPass.. PSEA.. Such a dreadful night.
At least I've completed my Online Pre-Enrolment. And thank God my parents were around if not the many blacks I would not be able to fill up. :)

Wonder Dad!

Helping me to sort out all the outstanding documents.

It may not be that dreadful, after all today is my sister's birthday!

BLESSED BIRTHDAY MEI MEI!

Yesterday was a few hours ago. I almost fell a sleep in work during my data entries.
We went to the 3 stories hawker thinking of eating the Japanese food - Katsu Don!
Oh great.. -.- It's closed every Tuesday.

Now, I am feeling very hungry. It happens to me everytime time passes midnight.
Hope I could just drop on my bed and sleep.

bye^^

Ama!

2009-02-21T23:56:00.000-08:00

Today we celebrate Ama's birthday.
The house was crowded.
I like the warmth and the gathering.

Ama cooked her ever delicious fried prawn, covered in a crispy layer of flour. When dipped in chili, err-mmn... nice!
Can't wait to eat her specialty - pig stomach with egg and toufu. :p

Later, we had a game. Sing a song to get a prize!
I was in the toilet so I didn't sing. From the toilet, I heard
'Baa Baa Black Sheep... have you any wool..'
'Twinkle Twinkle Little Star...'
Then suddenly,
'Fly me to the moon, and let me play among the stars,
let me see what spring is like, on jupiter and mars...'
And I knew that was my brother.
I came out to hear him finish the song.
And they said it was my turn. Nah.. I didn't want to.

One of my small cousin sang 'chit chit bom bom.. chit chit bom bom..'
HAHAHA~

THE DAYS AWAITING.. ..

2009-02-20T23:37:00.000-08:00

The past few days, I feel uncomfortable not having music by my ears.
I can't help to tune something on, on the way to work and back.
Or maybe singing out loud when my surrounding is cleared off, without people.
Talking about work, I have to sacrifice a lot of things when I am working.
Everyday only get to listen to Gold 90FM. -.-
Every morning have to think of what to wear for work. *sigh*

This week there's a lot of things to plan as well.
28 Feb'09 is my super packed day.
I'll be attending a friend's wedding in the morning,
having lunch with my youth straight after that,
heading to church to start of our Photo Scavenger Hunt Activity,
and having to lead it,
and so many things not done yet;

And 27Feb'09 would be the day I teach the sec2s knots!
Hope it'll be good and that I'll be able to teach them with patience. :D
Hmm.. It was fun getting them prepared for their promotion test.
I would say in the beginning of training, I was rather blur, because there were some changes and I weren't prepared. But my squad is great. I see a change in the way they carry themselves in the squad.
Well, I need to work on their responsiveness, sence of urgency, and most importantly, to get them to STOP FIGITING in the squad. Ohmy, I can't help to think of the times I have to repeat and tell them to stop figiting.
Hope their saluting imporved, my hard work can't be put to waste. :)

GOLD AWARD! We got GOLD! Woosh! Fantastic job people of YISS NPCC.^^

Friday, 20/02/2009, I saw the art room lights on. I wasn't able to go up as I have to go for a 'meeting'..

In the 'meeting'..
We (ms teng, huiying, andrew, rudy, hayudah and me) ate Burger King, joked, laughed and arrow people to do things.
I wonder what will happen to the cadets who don't wear/bring their proper uniform stuffs and pt kid the next training...

75th CIBTC D08 Flashback!

2008-12-22T12:49:00.000-08:00

CI Course - NRC (6th of D08) & RC2 (9th to 12th of D08)

2008-12-13T21:49:00.000-08:00

Let me introduce to you... ...

This is DELTA!

After NRC and we're out here with a picture of momento! !
Delta is special. We never fail to turn up late that day together.
Ok.. Some of us maybe.

I knew I shouldn't have but I still wore an inner wear with a strap across my neck hoping it won't be seen. How foolish~ See la.. Got told off again.

I got more hands-on on flag stuff and many more 'on the spot thinking'. Like when the malina is really long after extension, we can use chain knot. I also learn half butterfly knot to end the guy lines. =D

This was the day we had jetty jump. I had to wear the green long sleeve shirt. ergh.. #.# That GREEN does not suit me. Anyway, thanks to Li Er for lending me.

It was fun but risky because I risked the safety of my injured right foot. A few minutes before the safety briefing is conducted, This Careless Foot of mine had to make itself known. No doubt its injury, I still went down. Splash! What a cooling sensation. Zhi Yin was very funny. When she was swimming towards the ladder, she kept saying,

"I'm not moving! I'm not moving!"

The instuctor have to repeatedly tell her, "Yes, you are moving just that the girl behind you is moving faster."

It was a long way out from Camp Resilience to the jetty. I limped my way out trying every possible way to pace myself with the rest. Ohh.. It was painful alright. I didn't know it would cause more injury to my foot. Behind me were Cheryl and Jun Hao. Every few minutes, Jun Hao will ask, "You ok anot? Sure? Sure?"

I was in pain but still ok. Finally, I went the furthest I could and Cheryl grabbed my Corporate bag from me. HA!

06-Dec-08

And here are... ...
My BUNK MATES of BUNK 7

This picture was taken on the last day of RC2!
We couldn't find Zulaikha. =(
But we had to take a photo before the ma'ams appear and we'll have no chance!
The packing of the bed sheets, pillow cases and blankets were done in our room and we are the singing group. While waiting, we sang many camp songs. Philo and Jia Tian ma'am came in and smiled. We reported the numbers and it was DONE!

Again I felt very blessed because our bunk is the ONLY female bunk that is on ground floor. It is easy to assess and it helps us safe time climbing up the stairs when we're in a rush.
However, our bunk would be the first to get inspected. Changes of the arrangement of the bunks therefore would not reach us as quickly as the others.

I must say I like the bunks especially the pillow and the fans. The pillow is really soft and fluffy, much more soft and fluffy than the one I have at home. The fan is super strong on the ceiling which could quickly get our hair dry before we turn in to bed.

For RC2, I did not manage to hand in my individual assessment on drills. (//_//)
What the crap.. .
I couldn't join the squad in drills or pt because of my leg. .. .

09-Dec-08 to 12-Dec-08

CI Course - RC1 (1st to 5th of D08)

2008-12-05T23:27:00.000-08:00

BAck from RC1.
Quite a huge sum of information bombarded at us and a lot of intake.
One question that was posted which I remembered most was
"Why am I in this course?"
I wrote down a couple of things:

- Well, firstly, Mdm Wong encouraged me to, my mom said it's a good opportunity to learn and get to know how others work.
- to better my leadership skills during execution?
- to better interact with people around me which I seldom am good at
- strengthen my unit's cadets
- come out of my comfortable zone, which is just to do the back work instead of really speaking up
- think flexibly
- be a good testimony or role model
- LEARN as much, SHARE as much, BRING BACK as much, CONTRIBUTE as much

I realised that there is a reason for every decision made by NPCC and it is reasonable. Like why are the lashings or knots tied in a certain manner, why things are carried out in this order. In NPCC, everything is done in such an orderly manner and I like it.

Then, it's like I have to ask myself "Am I going through motion?"
I have yet to answer that.

Debriefing is something I am not sure how to go about doing. Here I learn that we should catogorise our debriefings. (eg. Posture, professionalism, preperation, partnership, classroom management, how to summarise a lesson, how to clarify when wrong things are being taught, etc.. so much more.)

I remembered volunteering to check the uniform for the girls and when briefing them on their mistakes, I can't organise the pointers in my head and it was so messy, I need to write it down to brief. It was kind of heart-thumping.

Teaching of knots was easy as it was more flexible than during drills.
I got a feeling I am not going to do so well for my first assessement on radio com and footdrills because I didn't manage to study.

On 4th December 2008, THE GREATEST MISTAKE I SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE.
It was the simplest thing I should have done - pin up my fringe.
Great, because of this, I got shouted right at my face. I remembered when I was collecting the attendance list from other squads. I was thinking to go to ma'am first of to get my clip. I made a wrong choice. Anyway, it's over! -.-

Through this first 5 days, I met DELTA! Marvelous bunch of people.

We have our very own notebooks!
(Faiz the genius! haha~)

Spending most of the time eating with them and being the outstanding ones almost everytime in HTA. We had quite some time finding a place in Long John Silver on 5th DEC and I saw AKID working there.

A lot of jokes,
a lot of crap,
which made my life there more joyous and interesting.
Stressed at first, but less stress when Delta occupied my life. =D

01-Dec-08 to 05-Dec-08

Prom Night - 25 November 2008

2008-11-25T23:59:00.000-08:00

I am just going to bomb my prom night pictures here! =)

I look like I have some kind of anime hair.
Wonderful friends
My Mum!Same Table Ladies
Mrs Wan, our friendly Vice Principal
Mdm Sandy Wong!
She went through with me for the whole of my four years!
Mr Adam - his eyes (-.-) haha! Never fail to tell ppl sth.
Suhastri! Like to make some jokes out of me. -.-
The colour of my hair suits Yanjun's scaf. hha`
Foreigners. Lol~
Sifra - the very naughty friend who ask and tell me a lot of funny things
Cho sisters! I forced them to get their specs off. hehheh XD
Hmm.. Why does Kevin always do that?
Nominees for the best dressed Females and Males.
There are two females from our class! - Felicia and Syahidah!!
What happened to our class guys?? O___O
That's MY MUM! Giving out the award. =D
4E1's representatives: Nirmal and Annabelle
My Vice Head of Student Council
We did our hair at the same saloon
Mrs Mitchell!! My Art Teacher! @..@
DaDDy..
MuMMy..
Mummy and Daddy.. haha~

I was definitely a fabulous night
at Raffles Conventional Hall.

Crap.

2008-11-16T17:31:00.000-08:00

There was PS2 to play in church! I was bad at racing. I bumped almost anywhere. -.-
My new spectacles are making me tired. On the way to the petrol station bustop, I heard my brother from the back saying, "Oh, our bus is here! Bye." "Chelsea."

The next thing I knew I was running for the bus. As I ran, I saw it was bus 855. I wasn't going to take that bus. Why am I running for it.? Then I turned around and Kor Joel was like, "Why are you running? It's my bus." I was dumbfounded. Everyone was laughing at me. =.='''

I heard my brother wrongly. And Kor Joel missed his bus. Funny.

YAWN

2008-11-14T23:56:00.000-08:00

Mummy's bed was comfortable! I slept the whole night on her bed.
Sentosa was today's plan! When Ruiqi and Debbie arrived, "Ok, let's go."
"What about the rest?"

Then I learnt that there are only the 3 of us. Haha. So funny.
I didn't intend to swim, neither did I intend to sun tend.
After breakfast, I lied on the burning sand for a while and it was shiok!
I could feel my skin being roasted.

Kor Gareth called.
"Are you all at Sentosa?"
Ruiqi replied, "Ya. We saw a bunch of half naked guys playing soccer."
"I'm one of them."
"Huh?! Are you at Tanjong Beach?"
"Ya."
"What?! Haha."

Later, we got up and played fris bee. Debbie was the profressional thrower. It went flying straight at me. woosh~ An army guy, Desmine, came by and joined us. My fris bee was bad. It went flying everywhere. =D

We went to find Kor Gareth and said hi. Debbie and Ruiqi went to swim and I hesitated.
It took me long before I went in. I didn't want to get my hair soaked in seawater. I would damage my hair somehow. =(

Those army guys were huge, ferocious looking. Looking at the way they grab their sir into the water was ohmy. Kor Gareth was like "Wait wait wait wait..! Go deeper somemore!"

The clouds came. We know the rain was about to come. We took some photos and went to bathe.
POUR. POUR. POUR. I got the shower with the better tap, while Ruiqi had to keep on pressing. While passing the shampoo to me, I slipped on Ruiqi's side and dropped into the drainage. Oooo...

Despite Ruiqi begging her not to do so, Debbie still took the shampoo out from the dirty drainage. Sento's train seat was wet because of the whether and we had to clean it. Debbie and I got out our umbrella weapon and shielded ourselves. What a wet day.

I was steamed? My arms were a little hurt and I had a colour change.

Reaching Habour Front, Debbie went for a 10mins haircut at QB House. We got a photo of her. HA! And I got FOOD for my hungry stomach.

Off I went to collect my spectacles at Mummy's office place. Hmm.. The degree is weird. I see a shadow behind the things I look at. I went to check with them thrice. Well, I'm going to test it out for a few days and get back to them. After Mummy's work, she brought me to look for my dress and we bought it. x)

Not very joyous?

2008-11-12T18:47:00.000-08:00

BYE BYE O'LEVELS.!
Chemistry MCQ was slightly tougher than Physics MCQ. I was trying to limit my time for each question and it was hard. Now that O'levels is over, I felt a little please. But I wasn't as relaxed. I felt similarly restless.

I am very happy. I went for a Dental check up. My brother came along with me. I thought I could walk in and book an appointment on the spot, and have it done asap. Little did I know, they had changed the policy! Appointments must be done before we come for check up. Oh well. Mum wasn't really happy though. She wanted us to call before we make our trip down.

Then, we headed to Mum's office to see her before I get my eyes check and spectacles done nearby. I got a purple one. I don't know why.
The optician said it suits me. -.-

Check up

2008-11-11T18:21:00.000-08:00

Mum called me up. She said she could drive me down to the polyclinic to do my check up for my CI Course. With some buttons and switches, I got my computer going and get the form printed.

Huh?! They need a parent for those under 17/18years and Mum had went for BSF already. I went to Westmall and waited for Mum. It was silent, many shops weren't open yet. Next, I saw Kevin and Patrick walking in.

"Hi! Just finished your paper?"
"Yup."

And nothing else was said.

I went to mac and got a big breakfast. Man! It was filling alright. I took out my Chemistry notes and studied as well. Once Mum was done, we went back to the polyclinic. It was 2hours there and I ate into Mum's time..

Small Group Outing (BBQ)

2008-11-08T23:19:00.000-08:00

The food was fantastic! I ate quite a lot of chicken wings. Our portable pit was beside an ants nest. OooOo.. Hundreds of ants run out at the smell of our food.

I like the hamock Kor Gareth brought. Yan Tze and I were inside when Kor Rui Xiang kept swinging it. Swing swing swing and we toppled. heehee :D

We had a wonderful evening singing praises to the Lord too!
I love this SGO.

EeeEEeeeeeEEe.. Exciting!

2008-11-07T12:39:00.000-08:00

HUGA SHAGA huGA SHAga~ hEY-heY-hEy~
Two more papers.. woohoooo...~ wah!

I'm going to have BBQ tomorrow! heh heh heh.. @.@
And I must remember to fast after dinner.

Prom night is drawing near. Hmm.. ..
What should I do?

小褐，小灰

2008-11-03T17:58:00.000-08:00

Gross! That brown little creepy crawly outside my toilet.
With your feelers so long and your body so hard.
How dare you come into my house?!
Naughty 小墙! Naughty cockrach!

I stared at it for a moment and
forgot that I have this secret weapon - BAYGON
I left it alone.
Then slept at 4am in the morning after
studying 2 chapters of my Social Studies.

The topics I studied came out! Praise the Lord!
I was trying to ask God for a miracle and I asked for it 3 times. Hah.
I was asking for either Sri Lanka, Northern Ireland or Bonding Singapore topics to come out.
And... Both Sri Lanka and Northern Ireland topics came out! =D

Well, 19marks flew away because I spent 1hour on the essays, and 30mins on source based which should be the other way round. So... 1b,c,d serve 19marks and it's GONE... T_T

A rat ran across my path again.
It seemed to a regular rat that feed on the remains in the dusbin beside my house's lift.
First was a cockrach, next, a rat. Hmm... ...

Yes..! The 15th Episode is out. I can't wait for the match. But obviously, for these kind of shows, the good would normally win, somehow, after some struggles. Let's see what happens then!

美术！爱死你！

2008-10-31T22:10:00.000-07:00

Studying for Social Studies was my intension for today. I have nothing today except the hours to help bring back our Art courseworks.

I ended up slacking the whole morning and evening away watching television. What ill-discipline I have. Must scold myself a bit.

The timed changed to 1.30pm for us to meet in the foyer.
Upon arrival, I saw what I liked to see - my friends playing basketball. Eheh.. I want to shoot also.

Soon we headed to the marking place to collect our stuff back.
Hazlinda aiyo.. Keep saying that I 偷懒. haha.
I was holding this ceremics claw and can't go up and take those art works down. But.. ... I took a few down before I got hold of that eagle claw. 我可以抓人哦。。看我的！鹰抓功！
Eh.. Can ask Jieying teach me some of her kung fu. ha.

So nice to see my art work again. ah~
My tap became slanted! eeyeear..
Thank you friends. Thanks for helping me to carrying my sculpture up and down the stairs. Hope you all didn't get pricked by the nails below.

Wish all of you the best for Art results! I'm very excited!

I wanted it to be Saturday

2008-10-30T12:58:00.000-07:00

My mum woke me early today.
huh.. Today is Saturday ba.. Can sleep a little longer.
No..! It's Emath p2 la deh..
Ahha! No problem! =D

I'm so in love with.. with.. 篮球火! I like those shows.
会让我很投入，好像我在场一样nei。
Waiting for the other Episodes to be posted.
I want to be like 球鬼! Play with shuai qi and fast reflexes..!
But a little hard ah. I'm not so focused on basketball like those burning for more. I love basketball, but it's different. Just different and I don't know how to say.

Later I decided to go with my brother to the basketball court for a while. Huijuan,Kengyong and Serene were there, with Eran and some people going home.
I was rather tired then, just wanted to shoot shoot. Later Julian and his friends asked for a match with my brother and I.
Okay.. One match ba..

It turned out to be 3 continuous match for 55mins. I need to breathe man. 3 quarter of the time I was day dreaming. I can't help it. I was tired. -.-
By the 2nd match, I was panting tremendously.

My accuracy and qie ban went down the drain. What happened? My reflexes were slower, confidence level dropped. Sigh. Noob man.
They won 2:1. Mostly, with my brother scoring. Throughout the 3 matches, I only scored ONE! Pathetic.!

Two reasons I guess were that:
1) I didn't have enough sleep especially the day before Art paper
2) It's been long since I played basketball =(

What a day.

Last minute, can I do it?

2008-10-29T12:37:00.000-07:00

It was a race against time. Until the last minute, I was still doing my prep work. Blame myself for wasting so many days away.

It was again another night without sleep, just like my prelims.
Madness, was it. yipee! Managed to finish my painting but not fully dried yet.

Art or physics was more important? I chose art. =(
I rather finish my art. Physics, I didn't have time to study. Great..
By the time I came home after art, I was like a dead piece of meat - exhausted.
Many blanks and blanks and BLANKS for my physics paper! I know it's from the textbook, which ever topic, but because I didn't study, it's a consequence I have to face.
Sorry physics teachers... x(

Drama Night - YISS Grease

2008-10-24T23:54:00.000-07:00

Why didn't my batch have large scale drama? I LOVE IT!
Especially musical ones. It's like being in a High School Musical set up.
Looking at the drama, it's also like watching the actual Grease LIVE.
It's a good thing I didn't miss out on this one.

I saw Margaret Sng there. Actually it should be she spotted me.
Our school's choir has really grown in numbers. It's like 5 to 6 times the previous batch and the whole singing altogether is marvelous.
一级棒！

Band 就不用多说了. My juniors are there lei.. Really proud of them. x)
My Mum and sister were there with me with my sister running around during the break.

At the end, they threw balloons to the audiences. Some were really huge. Looking at my sister's face, I knew what she was thinking.
I stood up and grabbed one of those big yellow balloons for her. Her face lid up with a bright smile. But soon she lost hold of it and it got hit into the air again. There goes her balloon, in the hands of another girl. My little sister started to cry. Ohmy ohmy..

Later we happened to get the balloon back for her and her black face was gone. How amazing children's mood changes.

This performance is truely a success! ^.^

"O" is just 12 letters away from "C" - my name. Why should I fear? -.-

2008-10-22T18:58:00.000-07:00

Preparation for O'levels wasn't going very well for me.
Jie Cheryl said I'm the most relax girl out of all my O'levels friends in youth. Hmm.. I'll take it as a compliment. =)

Chemistry paper like many have heard. It's E-A-S-Y,
because I studied. yeah!
Even though I had a couple of blanks.. It's better then getting F9! =.=
I was thanking God so much for seeing me though this irritating paper that made me worry all day long. Haiyo! 气消了吧. phew~

Well well well.. Here comes the important subject -Eng..ge..lish..
fooah! Like that lor.. Nothing much to say about that paper.
Oh! have have..
That paper... -_- Chosing a topic to do was tough. Yup. That's all. x)

数学吗.. 我是超级无底有CONFIDENCE的类.

During our "free" time (Art)

2008-09-30T17:57:00.000-07:00

Heavenly soup =p
YUNWEN!
baAH..
yeah! winner =)
trying to look like the panda >.< My weapon! Don't come near!
Is is Art or is it Math? ?
ohh.. My brain is goggy..
My Art work! Can't see clearly though.. x))

JUST AS YOU ARE

2008-09-30T15:40:00.000-07:00

Commercials is so fun!
Dancing is extravaganza!
Singing is lovely!

Skit is comical!
PRAISE GOD!

1 month after the Musical Night and I finally got hold of some photos and our video! Can't upload the video just yet. It's too big.

Final pose..
Bottom right in white: Faith, the BALLET DANCER
Bottom left in white: Yan Ting, the CONTEMPERORY DANCER
Top right in brown: Deborah, the WU SHU DANCER
Top left in brown: Chelsea, the CAH-PA-LANG DANCER

Kor Rui Xiang - Our IC for our dance group
*Ah-bish!
Anyhow..
siao ding donghheeh......
houxian, kengyong, kevin, yongchee, myselffunny people who came along with mekengyong was finally dragged into the pictureSTARS UNITED! really united! x)

2008-09-25T23:59:00.000-07:00

I did the Chung Cheng Paper! Finally! I want to go Mdm Rehana's group!
I think I can question and understand better there.
A lot of revision to do.
Dear Lord! Teach me where to start..
Hmm.. Maybe I should start by stop switching on the computer.

The day past.. The evening became very tiring as I had lesson almost the whole day.
Good thing I rest at home for 15mins before heading for remediation today.

Another long day tomorrow! Many Mathematics papers to do..
HELP!

Knocked Out

2008-09-23T17:55:00.000-07:00

After Chemistry lesson, I was totally knocked out. I guess it was from the previous night where I did not have sufficient rest. I slept all the way until 2.50pm. I couldn't go for after school Literature Lesson. I was too tired.

"Go home and rest" was what's in my mind... ...

Let me Emphasize: Rushing is NO GOOD

2008-09-22T05:30:00.000-07:00

Thªnks Jíe Cheryl! Ö
Ñow my prepwork explanation is much much clearer. Ü

I slept at 5.30am in the morning today. Hardly had any rest.
Bo bian.. I had to finish up my course work board. I don't want to be rushing in school later.

Because I slept late, I obviously woke up late as well - 7.35am!
Not again?! It was a hard morning for me to accept.
I expected a good morning where I could reach school early to rest a little.
My mum said that "Late means late. No use rushing to school."
Tiredness bore me down and my heavy eyelids could not hold on any longer. I don't like the feeling of being late. Not a very nice feeling to experience.

Wo0ho0! I finished my coursework board ½ an hour before 6pm! Waa.. relaxed//

COURSEWORK FINISHED!! COURSEWORK FINISHED!!

Two Days to our dateline..

2008-09-20T23:28:00.000-07:00

*yawn* I'm not sure whether my sculpture is complete or not.
Played chapteh and I guess Mrs M was not very happy.
BECAUSE WE HAVE NO TIME, YET WE'RE STILL PLAYING?!

ahhH! Miss my SGO with my youth group today.
Yay.. Tomorrow gong to church. =)

2008-09-18T23:45:00.000-07:00

YANJUN!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Have fun with the little toy bird!
You are great! Awesome!

I thank God for letting me know you!

Great friends
cha-ka-cha-ka!

It was kind of late as we have to stay for art. The birthday girl has to spent her day in school.
Look on the bright side! - I'm there! x)

2008-09-17T23:11:00.000-07:00

Ho0ho0! It is built!
The bone structure of my sculpture!
*jumping for joy

2008-09-16T21:05:00.000-07:00

Miracle happened! So many ideas came in. Thank God.
My flabby, unstable wire hand is going to have a bone structure!
YIPEE-Ya-YO!
Thanks to a 神秘人！

Can't wait for the transformation to happen!

Art At Night, Fun At Night

2008-09-12T23:52:00.000-07:00

AHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Super duper a lot of Chemistry papers to do!

Stayed for Art today. Kor came to help me and brought me dinner from home which Ms Tan thinks it is “爱心晚餐”. Well.. The soup is great. Tonight there's a lot of scarying done by the people in the art room. I scared Yunwen by mistake and got scared by Eka while trying to scare him and Vic. Yanjun and I had a moment of shivering inside.

Later I got shocked by my brother with his silence at the corner. I can't believe I got shocked after he told me his silent scare.
The way they played the chap teh is so fun - fast reflexes.

heh heh.. My Mathematics is good.. Helped Keefe today in his revision - 2 questions on similarity and coordinate geometry. =D

A Pretty Close Call

2008-09-11T22:53:00.000-07:00

GReat. What time is it?

A close call.

Phew~

I flared my anger early in the morning. oh yeah.
Nothing to be proud about. Sorry Mee.

I need to get rid of this bad habit of not being early.

This will cause a lot of problems for me in the future.

I will not want to suffer a 2nd day of emotional state while pleading with the G.O. for going against the simplest rule that I should fulfill as a leader.

I did my art today. I keep feeling that my sculpture is messy. Eka was on the verge of scarying people again. Sifra's reaction was really funny. The night is peaceful. :)

I stayed up until 4am and did not much prep work. Doesn't make any sense huh.